a chance encounter with someone I’m not friendly with anymore has now given me, not one, but two nightmares. the first dream involved them crashing a house party at my place, leading me to make a huge scene as I kicked them out. then they sent me a “strongly worded email” to tell me how immature I was and I woke up literally seething with rage.

the second dream that I had last night was a lot worse. again, it involved a house party at my place (what?) except this time it was my birthday and all of my family and friends were there. I didn’t realise that they had crashed the party until I walked into my bedroom and realised the whole place had been ransacked.

they had gone through all of my things, read my diary, gone through my computer, ripped pages out of my books etc. then they had scratched a warning into the back of my leather bag that said, “I’ll be back again soon” or something menacing like that. I freaked out. it was terrifying. I ran out to the back of the house to try and lock all of the doors. woke up in a cold sweat.

I wish sydney wasn’t such a small place, so sick of running into people who I’m afraid of.